and Celeste's response:

watching!

of course i am watching you closely, you are glowing
in my eyes, as it always is in the first phases of
romance. is it so surprising i might want to use a
telescope to see the beautiful moon more closely? I
am watching you because i believe you have much to
teach me that i fiercely want to know. Things about
yoga, peripheral/central nervous systems, muscle
intelligence, dance. my razor-blade eyes are on you
because you are WORTH watching. worth analyzing.
worth digging to discover. You are worth my
attention. I am learning. About me, my favorite
subject. Like Dunya, you lead me to myself. I am in
love with those who lead me to myself. Because I am
so in love with myself. It might just be worse if i
were not interested in you, if i were apathetic. If
you were boring...in the future of course we will
probably get boring to each other...such are
relationships...i can't wait.